Standard disclaimers apply. Thanks to Yoshihiro Togashi for coming up
with these magnificent characters. None of these are mine, not the
characters obviously. Donât sue me⌠no money⌠not making money⌠just
sharing a piece of my brains with everyone. ^_^;
Storyline might be bad, and grammar might be wrong⌠hey whaddaya expect
from a 16 year old fan? Haha⌠alright⌠enough with rambling and
babblingâŚ
A fanfic by ~> Bulma Briefs
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Karasu Came Back
Part Two
He burst in and ran into his room. Thank god Shiori wasnât at
home. Kurama shut the door to his room and left his bag that contained
the smelly clothes on the floor. Those plans he had for those bundle of
smelly damp clothes will just have to wait. He then ran up to his bed
and slumped down on it, closing his face with the pillow.
Suddenly the window was slid up, then down again with a gentle
shutting noise. Kurama closed his eyes tighter, he was afraid that it
could be Karasu. :⌠doozo Inari-sama⌠please donât let it be Karasu,
donât let it be Karasu⌠onegai Shimasu âŚ: he prayed like a little kid.
Hiei placed his cloak on the chair and looked at Kurama who was
closing his face with the pillow. :⌠Isnât he happy to see me? âŚ:
thought Hiei. He studied Kuramaâs body once again. Kurama had just came
back from school and didnât even pulled out his socks and shoes out yet,
Still in complete school uniform. Suddenly he realised something new.
Kurama was shaking like a rattle snake. Hiei raised a thin eye-brow.
"Kurama?" Hiei called, almost a whisper. Kurama stopped praying.
He thought he heard Hieiâs voice. He peeped from under the pillow. It
really was Hiei. His Hiei, not Karasu.
Kurama threw off the pillow and hugged Hiei tight, sinking into
Hieiâs small and compact chest. He hugged Hiei hard.
Hiei blinked a few times. Suddenly he pushed Kurama away. Kurama
looked at Hiei with watery eyes, hurt. He didnât expect Hiei to push
away at times like this, at times that he was so scared. Scared to
death, as if he was going to die. :⌠I am going to die if Karasu⌠noâŚ
donât think about itâŚ: Kurama scolded himself. With that, he leaned on
the wall, head down, knees up to his chest, arms around it covering his
face.
He continued to sob. Alone. Alone, heâs always alone. He had never
thought about that, he suddenly realised that he was always alone when
it comes to love. Of course girls swarm over him like bees but the only
true love he wanted all his life was so cold and far away. Of course
Hiei always comes to see him. But was that all? :⌠Yes, thatâs all âŚ:
Kurama answered silently.
Kurama had always showed his love to Hiei. But Hiei seemed so
distant and he actually looked like he didnât have feelings. He looks as
if he only has heart for fighting and to get stronger. Kurama had always
treated Hiei after he uses his Kokuryuuha, made sure that he was alright
and made sure nothing else disturbs him when he was âhibernatingâ. But
did Hiei do anything to repay that? Of course not, Kurama wasnât even
sure that Hiei appreciated what he had done to him.
What more? Hiei always called him âStupid Kitsuneâ even though
Kurama always thought that Hiei was just joking, but now he was
beginning to think that Hiei did meant what he said.
That thought made him want to cry harder. Harder than ever. He
suddenly hated this life, hated the body of Shuuichi Minamino. This very
human body who has such feelings.
That Youko Kurama would not have learnt what was love, he only had
a cold heart. Now, he was Shuuichi Minamino. His youko self would also
learn the true meaning of love and he would not forget how it was. How
it felt like. :⌠No âŚ: he suddenly scolded himself mentally. Hating this
body would also mean that he was hating Shiori, the woman who gave life
to this very body. :⌠No, I love that woman⌠nothing in the world would
make me hate her, nothing âŚ: Kurama assured himself. Even though she
taught him about love, he also taught him about life. And how meaningful
this life could be.
Hiei felt guilty, he shouldnât have pushed Kurama away. He should
have just let him borrow his chest and cry on it. He didnât knew what to
do, so he took his cloak and walked towards the window. He gave Kurama a
last glance. :⌠Still crying âŚ: he said silently. Just as he stepped on
the window sill, a Kurama shouted at him.
"Go! Go you little rotten son of aâŚ," he bit his lower lip to pause,
stopping himself from continuing the next word. Hiei was stunned,
he turned back and looked at Kurama. He gave Kurama a weird stare.
Kurama had never been mad at him before. "Go! I would never want to see
you again!" Kurama shouted and walked out of the room, shutting the door
behind it. Hiei stared at the door wide-eyed, his mouth was a bit
hanging. Quite puzzled.
Hiei gave a snort. "Kitsune no baka," he cursed and jumped out of
the window. He jumped from roof to roof with a purpose this time, he was
going to talk to someone that he could talk to. The only one besides
Kurama.
To be continuedâŚ