I Don't Know How To Love Him

Mary: I don't know how to love him,
what to do, how to move him.
I've been changed..
yes really changed.
In the past few days when I see myself
I seem like someone else.

I don't know how to take this
I don't see why he moves me.
He's a man,
He's just a man.
And I've had so many men before,
in very many ways.
He's just one more.

Should I bring him down?
Should I scream and shout?
Should I speak of Love?
Let my feelings out?

I never thought I'd come to this
what's it all about..?

Don't you think it's rather funny
I should be in this postition?
I'm the one
who's always been.
So calm, so cool, no lover's fool,
running every show, he scares me so.

I never thought I'd come to this,
what's it all about?

Yet..If he said he loved me,
I'd be lost, I'd be frightened.
I couldn't cope,
just couldn't cope
I'd turn my head, I'd back away
I wouldn't want to know.
He scares me so...I want him so...I love him so.


Damned for All Time/Blood Money