Red Digivice Diaries

Entry 2 - Relationships

By Lord Archive

Rated NC-17 for graphic sex. If you're under eighteen, do not read this.

Warning! This part contains sexual situations that may upset some readers.
Do not read this if you have a narrow-minded view on how sexual relations
should occur. I hold nothing but characterization sacred. As long as I can
portray characters close to what they are in series, I don't care what they
do or what happens to them.

Digimon belongs to Toei Animation Co., Fox Kids, Saban Entertainment,
Bandai, and so on... and is used without consent. I'm only borrowing them
until they release the next tape.

Daisuke (tied up): Hey, you've got to let us go! They released a new tape!
Archive: Yes, a NEW tape when I wrote this, but not the NEXT tape.
Daisuke: Huh?
Archive: They've released volume 13, but the next tape is volume 4. So, I
don't have to let you go just yet. Wording is so very important.
Daisuke: That's not fair!
Archive: Deal.
Daisuke: When are you going to get to my part anyway?
Archive: Later.
Daisuke: But this is a lemon series, so I'll have to get lucky. Hurry it
up!
Archive: If you don't be quiet, you'll get lucky with a guy.
Daisuke (eyes wide): I'll shut up now.
Archive: Good.

Daisuke: One question?
Archive (growls): What?
Daisuke: Where's the relationship warning?
Archive: All I can say is that it centers on Taichi and Sora. Though there
is a sexual element that may upset some readers. I can't say want because
it'd ruin part of the story.

Archive: I'm using strict Japanese for names: Miyako = Yolie, Daisuke =
Davis, Koushiro = Izzy, Taichi = Tai, Hikari = Kari, Tailmon = Gatomon,
Mugen Dramon = Machine Dramon, Piemon = Piedmon, and Yamato = Matt. Not all
characters mentioned will be in this part.

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Most guys don't know how to help someone with a relationship because
they've never really been in one. I'm the opposite because I've always been
in one. I've known Sora since pre-school and she's been a part of my life
from that point on. We've always been friends, but when we went to the
Digital World it became so much more than that.

Sora was my voice of reason when I got too hot to do things. She was the
one I trusted the most. She was the one I could really talk to.

Then there was the fight against Mugen Dramon. He nearly killed us all at
several different times, and we knew Piemon was so much more powerful than
he was. How could we possibly defeat the strongest of the Dark Masters? Not
to mention what was going on with Hikari in that fight. She had this white
glow around her and sounded more like Tailmon when she talked. Then SHE
made Agumon warp digivolve, not me.

I was scared. I didn't know if we were going to survive. I had no clue what
was happening with my sister. It was too much to bear. Then Sora came over
to me and we talked about our fears and the upcoming battle.

We hugged each other for support, and then Sora kissed me, said she loved
me, and then made love to me.

I couldn't believe what that had felt like, but it made me feel more alive
and more like an adult. She gave me the courage I needed to stand up
against Piemon, while she went to get our friends. I knew she would never
fail me.

We've been lovers ever since then. It's part of the reason why a simple
hair-clip caused one of our biggest fights. Sora holds my opinion very
highly, and when I accidentally 'insulted' her looks, she became upset
about it. I guess she was afraid I didn't really like her or something.

We put that behind us and continued on with our lives together. However,
when you're happily in a relationship, you like to see your friends getting
involved as well. So, I tried to help. What harm could there be?

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"Whoa! Check her out!" Taichi almost drooled as a well-built, blond US navy
woman walked past the park bench he was sitting on.

Yamato glanced over. "If Sora heard that, you'd be in a world of hurt."

"I can look. I just can't touch." Taichi smirked. "Besides, you can look
and touch."

Yamato turned away. "Whatever."

"You'll never get a girl with that attitude."

Yamato shrugged. "Sorry, but I haven't met the right girl yet."

"And you never will unless you change your tune. There is no such thing as
a perfect girl. You've got to work with what you've got to make her perfect
for yourself."

Yamato couldn't help but laugh.

"What's so funny?" Taichi asked.

"I'm not perfect?"

Taichi paled. "Well, come on Sora, no one is perfect. And there's no one
better for me than you."

Sora folded her arms. "So, you're not perfect either?"

"There are always exceptions to every rule." Taichi grinned.

Sora playfully smacked the top of Taichi's head and then walked off.

"We'll talk later." Taichi quickly followed after Sora.

"See ya." Yamato sighed and left the park.

Taichi and Sora quickly made it to their destination. He didn't like it
that she had to pay for them, but she was the one with any real income.
With key in hand, the two of them went to their room at the love motel.

Once inside, Taichi began to kiss Sora passionately. They pulled off each
other's clothes as they approached the bed. When Taichi pushed her onto the
bed, he was naked and she was wearing only her panties.

Taichi's hand slipped under the silken fabric, and slipped his middle
finger inside her. He pulled it in and out, rubbing across her clitoris in
the process.

Sora's hips bucked in time with Taichi's administrations. Her ass bouncing
off the bed and into Taichi's hand, vainly trying to fill herself more. The
agony of pleasure was on her; soon she would find release for her heavenly
torture.

Taichi heard Sora whimper loudly as he stopped. He pulled aside the panties
and pushed his cock into her. He knew Sora was only a few thrusts away from
orgasming.

Sora's legs clamped onto Taichi, preventing him from pulling out as an
orgasmic fury racked her body.

Taichi tried to pull away, he tried to remove himself, but Sora's spasming
cunt massaged his manhood in unbearable ways. He tried to hold on, but
failed.

Sora blearily looked up at her lover, and noted his concerned look. "What's
wrong?"

"Sorry. I came into ya. Didn't have a condom on." Taichi hung his head in
shame.

Sora shook her head. "Taichi, it's all right."

"But what if you get pregnant or something?"

Sora scowled slightly. "Pregnancy I can deal with, or something and you're
a dead man."

Taichi laughed nervously. "No chance of getting any VD from me. You're the
only one I've ever been with."

"Keep it that way."

"Right." Taichi stopped his forced laughter. "But what about pregnancy?
We're too young to be parents."

Sora sighed. "Taichi, when we get married, the floral shop and my home
become mine. As long as we keep the shop successful, we'll have a means to
raise children."

"But, Sora-"

Sora kissed him. "If you want to wait, we wait. I don't think we're too
young anymore."

"What about school?"

Sora frowned. "I'd have to drop out if that happens."

"I wouldn't want to take that away from you."

Sora laughed. "I think I'd prefer being a mother to your children over a
high school diploma."

"But if we wait, you can have both."

Sora nodded. "Fine. Just remember next time, okay?"

"Right." Taichi nodded. He went over to the end table and took a
complimentary condom.

Sora slid her panties off and then grabbed Taichi. "I'm in charge this
time."

Taichi let himself be guided to the bed and laid down. Sora kissed him
briefly on the lips before trailing her lips down his body. He groaned
appreciatively as Sora took his half-erect cock into her mouth.

Sora's tongue batted Taichi's dick around inside her mouth as she licked
both his and her cum off it. She sucked on the wiggling noodle that was
quickly becoming a hardened lollipop.

Taichi moaned from Sora's work, but then whimpered as she stopped. He half
consciously noted that Sora took the condom from his hand and opened the
package. He looked up as she placed the rubber on the tip of his manhood,
and rolled the protection over his mighty rod.

Sora quickly mounted Taichi, sighing happily as his rubber-coated wand of
love entered her. She then raised and lowered herself. She relished in the
feeling of him inside her.

Taichi clenched on to the bed sheets since Sora was starting to ride him
like a horse at full gallop. The bed creaked in protest while she impaled
herself over and over again. He was kind of thankful for the previous
premature ejaculation, since now it was far easier to hold on.

Sora was glad that bed was rather springy. It was saving her the work of
maintaining a rhythm. She didn't how else she would be able to keep up the
pace. Her legs were tired, her lower back protested, but her cunt wanted
more. Then she felt Taichi's organ twitch inside her. The orgasmic wave
shook her being and she fell forward. She hugged onto him, his manhood
planted as far into her as it could possibly go.

Taichi held onto Sora as he stopped cumming into her. Her body continued to
twitch and spasm, trying to draw out more seed from him. She finally began
to relax and rolled off him, after he removed his dick from her. He then
took off the condom and tossed it into the trash.

Sora tried to catch her breath, but felt like she just ran a marathon. As
Taichi rolled back over and looked at her, she said, "We really should do
this more often."

Taichi shrugged. "I don't see how we can do that. Between our clubs and
your work, not to mention occasional trips to the Digital World, we really
don't have the time to do that."

"We can try to make time." Sora played with his hair.

"I guess." Taichi rolled away and looked at the ceiling.

"Is something bothering you?" Sora asked.

"Not really."

Sora pouted. "You can tell me."

Taichi sighed. "It's about Yamato."

Sora blinked. "What about him?"

"Well, I love the time I spend with you, and he's got no one. I'd like to
help him find a girl, but I don't know how. Especially since he's not
helping any."

"Taichi, love can't be forced. We were lucky to find it as young as we
were. He's going to have to find love his own way."

"There must be something I can do."

Sora shook her head. "Taichi, please, just let him be. If you make a
mistake, it could ruin your friendship."

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Even little Takeru has a girlfriend, a lover, my sister no less. But his
older brother had to be dragged to even go on a date. Why can't Yamato take
a lesson after his little brother a find a girl?
~~~~~

Taichi opened the door to his apartment and walked in. He noticed Takeru
and Hikari at opposite ends of the couch looking nervous. He shook his
head. "You two can be less obvious."

Takeru forced a laugh. "Right."

"Did Sora and you have a good time?" Hikari asked impishly.

Taichi shrugged. "Of course. Did you two?"

"Probably not as much as you." Hikari grinned at Takeru's discomfort.

Takeru's face was beet red. "Um, Taichi, anything new?"

"Yeah. Sora wants to get pregnant." Taichi smirked. It was so much fun to
tease Takeru.

"Ack!" Takeru squeezed his eyes shut trying to get the mental image of
Taichi and Sora out of his head.

"Oh, really?" Hikari hopped up. "You mean I might be an aunt soon?"

Taichi shuddered. "I hope not. SHE wants to have my kid. I'd rather wait
until at least after high school."

"That would be for the best," Takeru agreed.

Hikari put a finger to her lips. "A new addition to the family would be
kind of neat."

"GET THAT IDEA OUT OF YOUR HEAD!" Taichi and Takeru chorused.

Hikari shrank back. "It was just a thought."

"PLEASE, Hikari, we're still in grade school. I'd rather not have to deal
with that," Takeru pleaded.

"How would being 'uncle Takeru' be hard to deal with?" Hikari asked
seemingly innocently.

Taichi folded his arms. "That's not what he's objecting to and you know
it."

"Spoil sport." Hikari pouted at Taichi and then turned back toward Takeru.
"Believe me. I don't want to be a mother yet."

Takeru nodded. "Good. I'd prefer to wait several YEARS before becoming a
father."

"Keep it that way," Taichi warned.

Takeru sweat-dropped. "Right. Can we talk about something that doesn't
relate to sex?"

"Sure. How about your brother's love life?" Taichi chuckled slightly.
"There's no sex there."

Takeru scratched the back of his head. "Um, er, there isn't much to say
about that."

"Come on," Taichi pressed. "You must know if there's someone he's
interested in."

"Um, well...." It looked like Takeru paused in thought.

"Why are you asking?" Hikari questioned.

"I just thought he could use a girlfriend. And wanted to know if there are
any girls he has an eye on."

Hikari sighed. "Taichi, leave him be. Yamato already likes someone, but he
knows it won't work."

"Why not?" Taichi questioned.

Hikari looked away. "Already involved."

Taichi wondered why Hikari had a nervous edge to her voice. The only reason
he could think of, he didn't like. "It's not Sora, is it?"

Hikari shook her head.

Taichi shrugged. "Okay." He left to his room.

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~An impossible love.~
~A love you wish with your heart to be.~
~A love that can never hope to be.~

Yamato stopped singing since he felt that his guitar was a little off key,
and began to adjust it.

"Man, with songs like that, I'm surprised you don't have girls hounding you
to be that 'love.'"

Yamato looked up from the chair he was sitting in. "Oh, hi, Taichi. What
brings you here?"

"Not much. Thought I'd sit in on one of your rehearsals. By the way,
where's the band?"

Yamato chuckled. "Rehearsals ended an hour ago."

Taichi scratched the back of his head. "Guess I'm late. But why are you
still here then?"

Yamato shrugged. "Don't have any other place to be and I get a lot of
thinking done here."

"Oh, really."

Yamato nodded.

Taichi leaned forward. "Thinking about a special someone that you don't
think you can have?"

Yamato blinked. "What are you talking about?"

Taichi grinned detecting a little nervousness. "Found out you like someone,
but she's involved with someone else."

Yamato turned away. "You don't know anything."

"Come on, man. You can't give up without a fight. So what if she's
involved? You should try for it. You don't know if it'll work unless you
try."

Yamato laughed. "What do you suggest? Go and kiss the one I love?"

"Sure, why not?" Taichi shrugged. "Let her know how you feel. She might
surprise you."

"Taichi, please, you don't understand anything."

"Why wouldn't I?"

Yamato scowled. "For one thing, you've always been with Sora. How can you
know what it's like to watch the one you love be in love with someone else?
You've never had to try to gather your courage to say how you feel to
someone. You've never had to worry about being rejected."

Taichi crossed his arms. "Sora has rejected me. I've had to deal with her
breaking up with me a few times."

Yamato's glare hardened. "Then you make up in a love motel and everything
is fine and dandy for you."

"And what does that have to do with it?"

"Not everyone is as lucky as you."

"You make your own luck."

"So, it's my fault that my parents are divorced then," Yamato retorted
bitterly. "Because if it wasn't bad luck, then it has to be my fault."

"No, that's your parents' doing, not yours," Taichi replied flatly.

"But I still have to deal with it!" Yamato snarled.

"Yamato, calm down. There's no point in getting upset." Taichi patted him
on the shoulder. "All I'm asking you to do is to take a chance. You don't
know what will happen unless you try."

"You really want me to do that? To take a chance at the one I love and be
damned with the consequences?" Yamato asked angrily.

"Exactly." Taichi nodded.

"Fine. Have it your way." Yamato stood up.

Taichi's grin was short lived as Yamato stomped up to him. He blinked in
confusion as Yamato's hands raised and grabbed him by the head. Before he
knew it, he had been drawn into a sensual kiss.

Taichi began to shake. His hand clenched into a fist. He pulled away and
struck Yamato in the jaw.

Yamato fell to the floor from the blow. He looked up and saw Taichi
standing there, eyes wide and body still shaking.

Taichi couldn't believe it, couldn't understand it. He turned around and
ran out of the theater.

Yamato sighed and stood up. He wiped some blood off his lips and walked
back to his chair. He picked up his guitar and started to play again.

~An impossible love.~
~A love you wish with your heart to be.~
~A love that can never hope to be....~

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A little pushing, a little goading, and leading by example. Simple tactics
to help encourage my friend to find himself a girlfriend. A girl could do
so much for him, and I'm not just talking about sex. She can be your
greatest friend, a confidant, someone you can't live without.

How was I supposed to know the one that Yamato loved was me? That he didn't
want a girlfriend, but a boyfriend? That he's a fag? How am I supposed to
deal with this?

At the time, all I could think of was how wrong that kiss had felt. How
disgusting it was. I knew where I could go where a kiss felt good, the way
it's supposed too.

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Sora opened the door and smiled. "Taichi, what brings you here?"

Taichi's hands fidgeted while he walked into her home. "I need to talk to
you."

Sora nodded. "Sure."

"Is your Mom here?"

"No, she's working in the shop. Why?"

"I don't want her hearing parts of this." Taichi glanced around nervously.
"Perhaps we should talk in your room."

"Okay." Sora turned and led the way.

Taichi tried to sort his thoughts, but could only focus on the short skirt
Sora was currently wearing. "Why are you still in your tennis outfit?"

Sora looked back. "Most of my clothes are in the wash. Why? Don't you like
it?" She opened the door to her room.

"No. I love it." Taichi grinned.

Sora smiled. "Really?"

Taichi nodded and shut the door. He then hugged her from behind. "I need
you," he whispered in her ear and then kissed her a few times on her neck.

Sora shuddered happily. "Anytime."

"Thank you." Taichi lifted the front of her skirt and slipped his hand into
her panties. He rubbed her sex in a circular motion with practiced ease.

Sora pressed herself against Taichi and could fell his erection against her
butt crack, separated only by their clothes.

Taichi continued to massage Sora with his right hand as his left went to
his pants. He pushed her away enough that he could free his manhood. With
his pants and boxers now around his ankles, he made his lover bend over. He
lifted her skirt and noted that her panties were a bit worn out. He grinned
and ripped them off. Without anymore warning, he placed his cock at her
opening and rammed it into her.

Sora yelped in surprise. She could hardly belief Taichi. The only times he
acted like this was after one their fights. He was extremely horny for some
reason. She wanted to know why, partly to find out why he's upset, and also
in hope that he would do this more often.

Taichi impaled Sora on to his shaft repeatedly. Her ass crashing onto his
hips as he tried to hold out. Finally he orgasmed inside her.

Sora moaned in longing. A bit more and she might have cummed with him. But
she was too far to force it. She gasped for breath as Taichi stopped
humping her, his orgasm finally waning. She then realized something.
"Taichi, I thought you wanted to use condoms every time."

"Right now, I don't care." Taichi turned her around and kissed her
passionately. "All I want is you." His hand slipped down to her clitoris
and began to stroke it feverishly.

Sora groaned and held onto Taichi as his ministrations finally brought her
to climax. Her body shook against his as pleasure erupted through her
entire being. Her body then began to relax as she nestled against her
lover.

Taichi guided her to the bed and had her lay down before him. He lifted her
skirt and looked at the treasure revealed to him. Cum dripped from her
inviting lower lips. So inviting, he leaned down and kissed them. He
continued to lick her while massaging his manhood, preparing to go again.

Sora was loving this. Once a week wasn't enough, she needed more and Taichi
was finally doing that. She moaned loudly in appreciation to Taichi's work.
She didn't care if her mother heard her or not.

Firm and proud again, Taichi slipped his cock back into Sora. Thrusting
into her over and over again.

Sora was on an orgasmic roller-coaster. Her body wasn't used to near
constant pleasuring like this. Normally she had some time to recoup, but
this time Taichi kept going. She screamed and her body began to convulse as
she cummed several times in rapid succession.

Taichi was launched beyond the point of no return. His seed poured into
Sora's yearning hole, which was trying to suck it for more than its worth.

Finally the pair stopped moving, except for their attempts to breathe.
Their breaths were ragged.

Sora smiled blissfully. "Oh, gods, Taichi. That was great."

Taichi forced a grin. "I'm not done yet."

Sora blinked a few times. Taichi had never been able to do more than twice
before. Even then it usually took a lot of work to get the second one. She
went along with him anyway and let him guide her to lie on her side facing
away from him.

Taichi's right hand draped over her and once again found its way to her
forbidden treasure. He rocked his half-erect manhood against her bare ass
crack.

Butterfly kisses assaulted the back of Sora's neck and she was in heaven.
This was more than Taichi had ever done before. She was surprised at how
quickly he recovered. His cock, wet with cum, was now hard and pressed
tightly against her ass cheeks.

Taichi began to reposition Sora so he could enter her. He felt his penis
brush across a hole and inserted himself into it.

Sora's eyes shot open briefly feeling Taichi thrust into anal cavity. She
didn't expect that, nor did she ever imagine how strange and yet good it
had felt. She began to move with Taichi to help him along.

Part of Taichi's mind took note that wasn't Sora's pussy he was in, but he
was beyond caring at this point. He continued to slam his hips into her,
wanting his tension to end. He groaned as it finished.

Taichi's hand clenched onto Sora's sex. She grimaced as first the pain
gripped her, and then every muscle seemed to relax at once and then spasmed
as she orgasmed once again.

Sora tried to regain her breathe once again and then turned over to look at
her lover. She smiled ruefully at his sleeping face. He went all out this
time and she wanted to know why.

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"Hey, Taichi, wake up."

"Go 'way." Taichi turned over. He then yelped as he felt his bare ass get
pinched.

Sora crossed her arms and smirked. "Finally."

"What's up?" Taichi tiredly looked at her.

"I need to wash my bed sheets so Mom doesn't see the mess we made."

Taichi blinked a few times. He noticed that Sora was wearing pants and a
blouse now and then remembered what had happened to her last outfit. "Oh,
right." He then went to get his pants and boxers off the floor. While
putting them on, he noticed something. "Hey, my dick's clean."

Sora was gathering up her bed sheets. "Well, I cleaned you up a little.
Didn't think you wanted my shit on you."

Taichi blinked again. "Your shit?"

Sora stared at him for a moment. "Don't you remember screwing me in the
ass?"

Taichi paled slightly. "Ah, sorry."

"Why? I kind of liked it? Thought you did to."

Taichi just stood there in silence not sure what to say or think.

"Now, Taichi, care to explain what's wrong?"

Taichi sweat-dropped. "What makes you think something is wrong?"

"I know you too well." Sora sighed. "And I know it has to be something big
if you were willing to risk having unprotected sex in my room."

"Well, there is nothing wrong. I was just horny, that's all. I'll talk to
you later. Bye." Taichi ran out of the room.

Sora dropped her blankets and chased after him. "Taichi!" She stopped as
her front door closed. She made a promise to find out what caused this. But
she also promised herself that she wouldn't find out what her mother would
say about her love life any time soon. She had to take care of the evidence
that Taichi had been with her first.

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"Hey, Taichi, you okay?" Hikari asked cautiously as she entered the bedroom
that she shared with her brother.

"No, why?" Taichi answered bitterly as he lay in his bed.

Hikari sighed. "I know what happened between Yamato and you."

Taichi looked at her in shock. "How do you know?"

"Yamato told Takeru, and then Takeru told me."

Taichi grumbled and rolled over. "How long have you known about Yamato?"

"I don't know. I always thought his reactions to you were a bit off."

"Why didn't you tell me?" Taichi demanded.

"What was I suppose to say? Would you have even believed me if I did tell
you?"

Taichi punched the wall. "But what am I supposed to do now?"

Hikari shrugged. "I don't know. You'll have to figure that out for
yourself."

"You're a lot of help."

"Sorry, but I do want to help you somehow." Hikari forced a smile. "I'm
willing to listen."

"I'm not willing to talk. Go away."

"But, Taichi-"

"Go," Taichi interrupted sharply.

Hikari sighed and left the room, she was about to sit down on the couch
when the doorbell rang. She went to the door and answered it.

"Hi." Sora waved. "Is Taichi here?"

Hikari nodded. "Yeah, but he's not feeling too good."

Sora entered the apartment. "Do you know what's wrong?"

Hikari looked toward the bedroom door questioningly. "Yes, but I don't know
if I should tell you."

"Please, I have to know. When I saw him today, he wasn't acting at all like
himself."

Hikari blinked. "You saw him today?"

Sora nodded looking a little confused.

Comprehension seemed to dawn on Hikari. "He had sex with you, didn't he?"

Sora looked even more confused, but started to blush as well. "Er, yes."

"But he didn't tell you what happened this morning."

Sora shook her head. "No. What happened?"

Hikari fidgeted. "Well, erm, Taichi sort of challenged Yamato to confess
who he's in love with."

Sora blinked. "I'm not going to like what happened, am I?"

Hikari shook her head. "No, you're not."

"Well, what happened?" Sora pressed.

"Yamato proved it by kissing me." Taichi stood at the door, slouching with
his head bowed.

Sora clucked. "Oh, gods... that's why... oh, geez...."

Taichi nodded. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean for that to happen. I never
thought...."

Sora saw how hurt Taichi looked. She walked over and hugged him. "You
idiot. I warned you."

"I know." Taichi hugged her back. "How long did you know?"

"I didn't know. I suspected something like this, but I didn't know about
it."

"I didn't even have a clue."

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That wasn't true. I had a lot of clues, probably more than anyone else. I
just wasn't willing to see them. I think that was why I was so hot to get
him with a girl was because part of me suspected that Yamato was in love
with me.

Sora and I talked for a long time about what happened. About how I felt
about being kissed by a guy. About why I screwed her up the ass. Honestly I
still don't know why I did that. Maybe it was curiosity, maybe I actually
considered trying to be with Yamato, or maybe I was just too fucking horny
to care. I just don't know.

None of that talking really seemed to help me figure anything out about
what to do about Yamato. He was my best friend and then in one moment he
became something else. I don't know what he was, but I just couldn't think
of him as even a friend.

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"Hi, Koushiro." Taichi waved as he walked into Koushiro's room.

Koushiro looked up from his computer for a moment. "Hi. What brings you
here?"

"Nothing."

"You must have some reason."

"I was bored."

"Taichi, you're not fooling me. I know something is bothering you. So, you
may
as well cut the pretense and tell me what's on your mind."

Taichi shrugged. "You want to know what's on my mind?"

"Yes."

"What would you do if a guy kissed you?"

Koushiro looked at Taichi with a confused expression. "No clue. I've never
thought about that. Why? Did a guy kiss you?"

Taichi looked down and blushed.

Koushiro fell over. "How did that happen?!"

"Well, I was talking to Yamato and, um, got him to admit that he loved
someone." Taichi fidgeted. "And, well...."

Koushiro's eyes were wide from shock. "He kissed you?"

Taichi nodded.

"What did you do?"

"I decked him."

"You what?!" Koushiro cried out in outrage. "How could you do that?"

"Simple. I made a fist and punched him." Taichi made a few fists, his eyes
looking at them as if they were not part of his body.

"Taichi, do you have any idea what it took for him to finally admit that?"

Taichi looked down. "I... don't know. Hey, how long have you known?"

"I've had my suspicions for a while. I wasn't going to act upon them until
I had definitive proof."

Taichi threw his arms up. "Why didn't anyone tell me?"

Koushiro shrugged in response. "Have you apologized to him?"

Taichi glared. "No. Why should I?"

"Didn't you force him to admit who he loves?"

"Well, yeah."

"And you found out, didn't you?" Koushiro crossed his arms. "You're the one
who asked for it, he didn't."

Taichi slumped against the wall. "Is it my fault he's a fag?"

"No, and it's not his fault either. And I'd suggest you use a different
term."

"Why are you defending him?" Taichi demanded.

"Because he's OUR friend. What he does in his bedroom is his business."

"He made it my business because he wants ME in that bedroom."

"But you've declined and so it's still just HIS bedroom."

Taichi made some incoherent noises.

"It's really not much different than Daisuke and Hikari. Daisuke loves her
even though she's with Takeru."

"That's the way it's supposed to be! Two guys after one girl, not a girl
and a guy after one guy."

Koushiro looked put upon. "Taichi. What would you have done if Mimi said
she loved you?"

Taichi frowned. "Um. Well, I wouldn't have hit her. I'd just tell her I'm
with Sora and nothing was going to change that."

"So why was it different with Yamato?"

"Because he's a GUY. He KISSED ME."

"And if Mimi kissed you?"

Taichi let out a scream. "You don't understand."

"I don't think you understand."

"Fine. Then explain why Yamato's a homo."

Koushiro scowled. "Why homosexuals exist is unknown. There are a number of
theories. Biologically, Yamato's physiology may be missed-wired so males
instead of females sexually arouse him. Psychologically, situations in his
childhood may have him feeling negatively towards females. For example,
when his parents got divorced, the fact that his mother 'left' him and his
father didn't may have caused him to feel that any girl he loves would
leave him while a guy would stay. There may be other contributing factors,
but no one knows why one person is gay and another isn't."

Taichi looked at Koushiro with a flat glare. "Thank you, 'professor'
Koushiro."

Koushiro smirked. "You asked for it."

Taichi sighed. "But that doesn't tell me how to deal with Yamato."

"I really think it's simple. Try to think of the situation as if Yamato was
a
girl."

"But he's not a girl."

"He wants your dick up his ass. I'd say that's close enough."

Taichi looked sick. "I could've done without that mental image."

"Sorry, but it's the best analogy I could think of."

"Can we talk about something else?" Taichi pleaded.

Koushiro shrugged. "Like what?"

"How about your love life?"

Koushiro laughed. "What love life?"

"Anyone you're interested in?"

Koushiro shrugged. "Anything in a skirt would suit me fine, but I don't
know how to relate to any girl."

"How about Miyako? She seems interested."

Koushiro shook his head. "I doubt that would work out."

"Why not?"

"It's the difference between hacking and cracking."

"Japanese please."

"Miyako may be a computer nut, but she only goes as far as what is legal.
She breaks apart the programs she owns and tweaks them to her liking. I
will go through other peoples programs take bits and pieces I like and
incorporate them into something else."

"I don't follow."

Koushiro sighed. "Let's put it this way. Remember when we fought that
internet digimon?"

"How could I forget?"

"You don't really think I have access to American military satellites, do
you?"

"Ah, no." Taichi sweat-dropped. "Isn't that kind of illegal?"

"Correct!"

"What if you got caught?"

Koushiro shrugged. "They were too busy to track me down that time."

"That time?"

Koushiro nodded. "I kind of do that stuff on a regular basis."

"And Miyako doesn't and probably doesn't approve of that."

"Exactly." Koushiro went back to work on the computer. "Besides, I think
she's kind of involved with Daisuke."

Taichi blinked. "She is?"

"Ever since Daisuke found out about Hikari and Takeru being lovers, every
time I've seen him-- he was with Miyako."

"That doesn't mean much. He was really hurt when he found out, and I'm sure
Miyako only wants to help him."

Koushiro shrugged. "Well, I wouldn't want to interfere, if that is the
case."

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At least Koushiro is straight. Of course, if he was gay, then I could try
to use him to deal with Yamato. Not that I'd want to, the idea just grosses
me out.

How do I deal with Yamato? Koushiro gave me a few things to think about,
but it's still too much. It would be different if Mimi or any other girl
said she loved me. I can understand girls wanting me. I can't figure out
how or why a guy would want me. Guys like girls and girls like guys--
that's how it's supposed to be.

One thing I have to figure out is if I want to be friends with Yamato
anymore. We were so close before I knew his feelings went beyond just
friendship. The only person I know better than him is Sora. At least I
thought I knew him.

After knowing what he is, can we still be just friends?

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Author's Notes:

I know the title, Relationships, isn't very good. I had planned on this
involving Taichi's parents and Sora more as Taichi reflects on his changing
relationships. That would've made this chapter more than twice its current
size. So, some of what I had planned will end up in parts 3 and 6.

How does Koushiro know about Takeru and Hikari? Taichi told him already.
Taichi's not very good at keeping secrets.