Utena curls up softly under you, relaxed in the comfortable bed, a hand lazily, singularly drifting down your back, still sleeping and completely content, an expression of peace that's rare in these last days for her along her fine and sculpted features. Touga is apparently the one to stir first.. as he slowly takes a deeper breath.. the sign of consciousness..as he rolls to the side a bit..feeling the fabric of the sheet hastily thrown over himself and his lover..one hand runs along his face.. brushing aside his long crimson strands..as his eyes slowly open.. taking another deep breath as he looks over to your slumbering form.. Utena mrphs faintly when you move and puts her other arm around your neck, trying to hold close to you so you can't get away from her.. as if she's fearful you'll slip from her arms and disappear... she frowns vaguely, hair an absolute MESS of disarray, but it's adorable and charming. Touga smiles a bit..as he slips his arm beneath your shoulders.. scooping your head up upon his smooth muscular chest..holding you there gently to prove he isn't going away. As for now... he just lets you rest.. as he lays his own head back..staring at the ceiling... letting the thoughts sort through his mind..so many things.. Utena stirs some finally... though nuzzling her cheek against your chest and her body tight against your warm side. In a deep murmur, she lets out a small 'mrph' sound and opens the heavenly blue eyes that match her name and purpose... lifting her head dizzily. "... touga...?" Touga continues his thoughts for a moment in silence.. before finally answering, "..Yes Utena?" He tilts his head up a bit..smiling down to you in his arms... his hand lightly reaching up and beginning to brush your unruly hair back proper... Utena reaches up slowly and smiles to you in a warm and bleary manner, a slow riser, this girl seems to be, as she toys with a long strand of your brilliant red hair. "... you didn't leave me.." She leans up, craning her neck to kiss your cheek, and sighs wearily. "Don't want to get up.. I don't even want to move from being like this.' Touga feels your lips press to his cheek.. and for some reason.. can't help feeling a sense of.. completeness. Being whole. As if this was something he's wanted for so long..but couldn't have before. A profound satisfaction..almost like a revelation... he can't help but let out a small quiet laugh, before intoning, "I'm sure we can sleep in.. all my appointments were canceled." The very dimmest memory comes to her; she's been torn from your arms after a night like this before. She remembers very dimly; shakes her head in sadness... but smiles and snuggles back tight again as you speak exactly the kind of words you want to hear... though it also feels like a cold shower of reality and a reminder that we have a fate to deal with as well as our own pleasures.. She makes a little circle on your chest with her finger and nods slowly. Touga prefers not to think about what needs to happen next. He paid dearly for this happiness.. so is unwilling to give it up so readily yet. As he finally brushes back all of your pastel locks into a less wild shape.. his hand runs along your cheek gently, as he questions, "So.. tell me Utena. Tell me about.. your parents." for some reason interested in the answer. Utena mms softly and closes her eyes, leaning into your warm touch as she sits up a little on her elbow and adjusts a pillow underneath her to make her more comfortable, one small breast brushing against your chest. "... Not a lot to say, I guess... They worked hard all their lives.. enough to put their kid through a boarding school in London. I was really a different person before this, Touga... I was really quiet and never questioned anything around me.. I just tried to stay out of people's ways." She laughs softly at the irony. "But.. there's nothing remarkable to be said about it.. they were just parents, I guess... why?" Touga he nods at that a bit.. Likewise shifting back so his head can rest upright on a pillow...he speaks, ".. Because... I know.. somehow.. we've met before... Utena is silent for a few moments, before she nods. "I know. Didn't you feel it when we first met..?" Utena reaches out and traces the strong line of your nose with her finger tips, lightly. "I knew when we first met there was something. I don't really know a lot more now... except.. that we've been like this before. Maybe we lived in some other life together." Touga comments, ".. Yes... but.. we both have parents... we simply could not have met anytime previous to this.. I don't know how these.. feelings are possible.." Utena frowns a little, sitting up, her hair falling over her shoulder. "Don't you believe that people could live more than once?" Touga comments, "Of course. Many of the Kings have had multiple lives.. yet.." he pauses, ".. I didn't think I have... Or you for that matter. And as your the Victor.." he sighs. Not really knowing what it means. Utena's memory gnaws at her vaguely but she ignores it. "I don't know.." She finally says quietly. "But we've been like this before, and I had to leave you. I know that much..." She exhales. "I don't want to do it again." Touga chuckles as he gives you a gentle squeeze with his arm, "No. I certainly won't leave you now. Not now or ever." he vows with a smile on his lips. Utena giggles faintly despite herself and hugs back... then looking to meet those exotic eyes of yours with her own. ".. So, tell me about your parents, Touga... your family. I told you mine.." Touga chuckles a bit, "Fair enough.." he takes in a breath before breathing it out in rememberance, "I was raised since birth to be a Prince." looks to you.. waiting for your expression before smirking a bit wryly, ".. I was trained by those who attend the court and crown.. a man of station and nobility. Groomed for great thing... or so they said." Utena hehs softly, though in this life she wasn't born with the obsession with Dios, and so her expression is a mildly wry one.. as the only Princes in this world have tried to do her harm.. she shakes her head, and listens. Touga answers further, "Of course.. I didn't know it at the time.. but I was being groomed to become one of the Kings. I was taught many things.. the truth of the world.. The Power Fetishes.. the hierarchy. Ooh.. I had a childhood of course.. I suppose." he smiles, "..I was a bit more pampered than the next kid.. however.. I still was expected to be.. perfect." Utena frowns at the mention of the power fetishes. "I still don't understand the fetishes... just.. dark miracles..? Or is there more to it..?" She sighs. "I should know all this all ready. I'm coming in so completely unprepared.. why did it have to be this way...?" But she escapes those pessimistic toned thoughts and nods you to go on. "It wasn't a lot of fun with that group, I bet." Touga answers you, "Actually.. it was fun. It was extremely fun.. and that is the problem." he purses his lips a moment..before continuing, "..eitherway.. it's amazing you know as much as you do.. The Circle of Kings has tried to destroy any organization or person who remembers the Truth.. We were amazed when you killed The Queen.. Utena closes her eyes a moment. "... I was taught. It wasn't something I knew on my own." Touga mmns, "The one you call Michael?" Utena nods quietly. "... He's more than you think, Touga. But.. in a way all of this, I guess was meant to happen. I don't know..." She sits up a little, rubbing at her eyes. "I need a shower, but there's no reason we can't share one.. do you want to? We can keep talking there." Touga chuckles with a coy grin, "Of course. Love to." as he tosses the sheet off..and begins to stir from bed. Utena shamelessly eyes your magnificent form for several moments, blushing some of course, though not NEARLY as much as she would have even hours before.. she knows that body now, deeply and thoroughly. Fortunately there's a shower stall type thing off to the side of the room, making this a convenient thing.. in fact, the bathroom was where you were taken off to be cleaned off when first found and brought here. She grins a little, her hair hanging against her back in straggled strings, and pads off lightly toward the shower, not concerned about clothes just yet. Touga just knows your looking. As he shamelessly stretches out before you.. working out the kinks as it were. And he unabashedly looks over to you..smiling completely. Of course he doesn't blush at all as he's completely familiar with the female form.. as his experiences are legion with it. As he follows you into the bathroom.. continuing the conversation a bit however, "..As for your question about the Powers.. Fetishes.. We don't like to think of them as Evil Miracles.. as you seem to think of them.. they're... more like fond and dear wishes. Powers we have the obsession of attaining. Utena hms softly and steps into the tub, bending over slightly to turn on the water, adjusting until it's good and hot. The bathroom isn't very ornate or elaborate.. it looks like what it is.. a small room in the basement of a very old church. But it's functional. When the water's warm enough for Utena's liking she gestures to you to follow and slips into the flow, sighing and letting the spirals of silver wash away grime.. thinking to herself before speaking, "But, it's what they ARE, Touga.. miracles gone wrong. The queen.. her wish to live forever.. she sacrificed children.. young girls. It was..." She trembles,visibly. "Horrible." Touga steps into the shower behind you.. placing his hands on your shoulders a bit.. as he lets you get a good rinse for the moment.. as he intones, "Well.." taking another moment to think about his reply, ".. it's simply how the world works Utena. Her fetish was..she wanted to be beautiful and live forever. She heard the legends of Lady Bathory..and ..because she believed in them so much.. it came true when she tried it. She was over 200 years old, Utena." Utena mms, and leans back, nodding slowly. "I still don't think what I did was wrong." She bows her head, "And I won't, ever." She reaches beside herself to get a bit of shampoo and turns to face you while working it into her hair.. also giving room that you can get under the nozzle yourself. Touga lets you lather your hair for a moment as he steps under the spray.. letting the water plaster his hair down along the sides of his head thickly. Running along his shoulders like dark crimson as he intones, eyes closed as he faces the spray, "She was one of the more... demented of the lot. But there are others worse.. those who're are as twisted as their wishes." Utena passes you over the shampoo silently... and still admiring, while she has a head full of soap and her pink curls are caught up in white lather, a little of which drips down her shoulders and chest. She frowns. "Like what kind of worse..?" asking softly. Touga mmmmns. "Worse." deciding against elaborating. As he steps from the spray..taking the shampoo and applying it..reaching up and lathering his long crimson locks as well.. tilting his head back as he intones further, ".. remember Utena.. all the myths of monsters and terrible creatures came from the minds of humans.. imagine what can happen if people can actually make themselves like that in actuality.." he chuckles at the irony, "What was first called 'A curse by the Gods' is now 'A blessing by Mankind'... Touga continues, "With the power of miracles.. the depths of our imagination can be brought forth and made real.. for better.. OR worse." Utena has to fight- with serious effort- the urge to lean forward and kiss your neck when you lean back like that, and sighs... "Yeah, I can imagine. I guess.. what do we do now? Where to we go? Neither of us are safe here.." Touga intones as he finishes the lather.. directing the spray on his head..which begins to wash the suds down the cascade of sanguine, "We can't escape. There is nowhere on this world they can't track us down. The only way out.. is through." Utena nods slowly, her hair falling down in strands of pink laced with white as she lets you get your perfect red tresses done first- damn egotistical men (^_-) and exhales, "I know there's no where safe. But there has to be a place to START. Who's the weakest of the Kings? If we have to be predators, let's do like real predators do, and move on the weakest first." Touga's smile widens, "My my... quite a vicious streak you have there Utena..." as he passes the nozzle to you, Looking down finally as he continues to brush back his hair from his eyes, "Indeed. It's hard to say any of them are weak.. however obviously Queen Elizabeth was the least prepared. But now.. the rest will be on their guard. It's hard to sneak up to the hornets nest when it's already been kicked. Utena sighs, and takes the nozzle, tilting her head back and directing the spray into her hair, sighing. Giving you ample time to admire her if you feel the inclination while she fusses up her hair in one hand, shifting away soap until it shines a pale and almost luminous pastel pink.. gentle wavelets clinging to her neck and shoulders. "... Yeah... I guess that's true. Still.. what do you think.." She acks a second as soap gets in her eyes, "We should do, then..?" Touga indeed takes that moment to admire your slender figure as he watches, smiling, "Well.. I'm sure a few of the Kings will think they're above such things... or are too arrogant to think they'll be targeted. Like the Siberian King or the African King.. However.. we just have one complication." Utena flails around a moment, handing you back the nozzle and reaching for soap, "Great.. we just NEED those, don't we?" Touga comments, "You already know this one.. I'm sure Sorrow is on our trail.. he.. is going to make life especially difficult. And he's the one we should worry most about." Utena says, "And the one that we can't face right now..." She shakes her head again and quickly rubs herself down rather well with the soap. Try not to bleed all over her... she mrphs and takes the nozzle back from you. Touga intones, "Exactly. He's going to be one step behind us all the way as we travel the world looking for the Kings." as he watches you, some might call it shamelessly. Still smiling. Utena narrows her eyes a little and passes you the soap, though she's equally ogling you. Hm. This could be a problem if we're too busy being attracted to each other to function well.. Touga decides we won't be seeing eachother in the nude during any points where concentration is required anyway. You could say.. he's immunizing himself to the sight. ^_^ As he soaps himself down before you.. he continues, "How much of the Fetishes... err.. Miracles.. do you know anyway?" Utena shakes her head. "I don't know how much I really know. I just learned.. last night, a couple of small things. I found the way the world flows, and I think I can use it now. I changed shape. But even though it feels right.." She sighs and gazes down a moment.. "It's hard for me to learn." She wanders over and holds the shower nozzle so you can finish off. Touga blinks, "you changed shape?" as this surprises him... taking the nozzle gratefully and washes himself down absentmindedly.. Utena nods. "I ran sideways on walls, too." She grins a little wryly at the memory, the feeling of flow moving through her in perfect accord... wistful at the very thought. "I don't know how often I'll change shape though... unless I have to." Touga blinks.. seemingly amazed.. then admits, "I can't even do that.." Utena says, "What do you mean you can't..?" Utena looks at you. "I thought you had a lot of power..?" Touga smiles, "Now now.. lets not get insulting. I do. However.. the ability to shapeshift is a complex one.. walking on walls is comparatively easier.. but still. Most take decades of practice to reach those kinds of levels.. Utena shrugs faintly, done showering; she steps out of the tub and reaches for a towel to dry herself... but a little whisper sounds in her ears, no need, just relax and join the flow- small things are harmless... She blinks a little and gives in, and a flow of pale pink moves over her momentarily in a spiral from the ground up, lifting her hair away... she's dry. o.o She lifts her hands and blinks at them a moment obscurely. Touga steps out of the shower behind you..and notices your spectacle.. he intones, "Impressive.." Utena smiles a little, but shakes her head and lets her mass of pink curls slip through her fingers. "Handy, more like." She grins and turns to watch you, to see what you'll do. Touga rather undramatically simply takes a towel and begins to dry himself the old fashioned way..as he intones, "Very few of us are as comfortable with using their powers like that.. even the monsterous ones to some extent." Utena blinks, and turns eyes that are surprised toward you. "Why?" She can't explain why it just felt natural and right to her... then again, Utena is the world's portal and keeper, so perhaps she's in a different category than the Kings and their kind... she frowns a little. Touga continues drying himself, "Because.. as outlandish as all their powers seem.. they try to foster a ingrained believe in 'reality'. They only use their fetishes in a ritualistic or combative manner.. when they have to. It's a very.. private act if you will. They don't like flaunting it in general. Only Sorrow seems to disregard this. Utena shakes her head. "I'm not trying to flaunt it. It just.. felt natural. It doesn't hurt anything.." She sighs, and watches you dry, drinking in the sight of your form. God knows when we'll get another chance to relax like this together once we leave this place.. and she can feel the pressure of the world starting to tug at her, to get back to her task... Touga smiles to you between his damp locks. Spontaneously he flicks out his towel.. using it as a sling to hook about your shoulders then pull you close as he smiles, "Remember Utena.. if you let the darkness overwhelm your spirit..before you've even begun to fight.. you'll never defeat them. And we CAN defeat them... and I would so rather see a smile on those beautiful lips.. than anything else." as his violet eyes look deeply into your own..as he smiles brightly..and truly. Utena mrphs! and is pulled close.. a blush ascending her features as she smiles back, easily enough to do while safe in your arms; she favors you with that bright grin and her pink lips part slightly, tempted to take another kiss from you while we're close like this... pressed warmly to each other, smelling of soft soap and shampoo... her eyes half-close. Touga chuckles happily.. before indulging himself.. tilting his head downwards and partaking of your sweet lips..closing his intense eyes as he kisses passionately and deeply.. practically forgetting to breathe.. Utena brings her hands up and twines them into your clean, damp red hair, sighing lightly into your mouth, exhaling into you with longing. If there was only more time. There's a taste of sadness in her kiss, an awareness that this time is going to fade and sooner than she wants. Touga can taste that sadness.. but fights it. He holds you a bit tighter..a bit more firmly. Comforting you with his closeness.. his firm resolve. Trying to impart to you his own reservour of self-esteem. Things WILL work out.. things WILL be okay.. and we will shake the very pillars of heaven to make it so! Utena responds softly, an intensification of her kiss as her blood starts to whirl again... she fights that, too. There isn't time. And though she loves and believes you.. nothing can change that knowledge in her.. and the tinge of her sorrow remains... always torn from you, even if we're still together, we're always torn apart from what we truly desire... she whimpers softly, and lets go of you, accepting that burden for what it is, the Victor's fate. Gazing at the floor. ".. We can't keep hiding like this." in a small voice spoken. Touga pulls back as you let go...looking down to you for a moment..a bit of bitterness in his mind. Why NOT? He thinks. A playboy has spent a lifetime of simply indulging in what he enjoys... and as he enjoys you.. he sees no reason to.. He sighs deeply before intoning, "..No. We can't..but we have to plan out our trip carefully." pulling the towel back... now mostly dry anyway. Utena nods, and turns to leave the bathroom, walking ahead of you, her hair rippling slightly in the faintest breeze of her passing. Rose scent drifting back from where she was as she goes to find her scattered items of clothing and get redressed... a grim set in her jaw. Having just been able to find love.. and not just ANY love, but the one true and real love of her soul.. but she has to fight to keep it, she realizes that. She will do it. Whatever was left of that quiet and withdrawn girl completely died last night, just leaving a woman who will do whatever she must to keep alive and keep her love with her. She replies, "You're the one that knows best. Where do you think we can be most effective and have the most space to breathe..?" Touga takes a deep breath as he enters the room as well. Hrmphing to himself as he picks up his ragged clothes..still slashed and torn. Then with a quick flourish..he billows the cloth out with a snap..when it resettles.. it's perfectly mended. Apparently he does know a few tricks, as he then begins to redress..looking over to you, "..The Siberian and African Kings are the most unstable ones.. they're powerbases arn't as unified.. and if we defeat their soverigns.. they'll fall apart.. just like Europe's just has." smiling somewhat bitterly at that.. Utena mms softly, sitting down on the bed and nodding. "So which do you think is better to start with? I don't want to split up and be in two places at once. Siberia's cold, isn't it... not easy to get to. And Africa's huge..." Touga purses his lips for a moment as he considers..straightening his black uniform, ".. the African King is the more ..dangerous personally of the two kings. Prehaps the Siberian King would be the more ..prudent choice for now. Not to mention he's closer." Utena chuckles dryly. "Alright... but Touga.. how are we going to get there..?" Touga comments, "Easy enough." adjusting his uniform's buttons one more time to be sure, "Simple. I have a few hidden swiss bank accounts I can divert funds from. For just such a possible ..eventuality." he smiles to you, "We're all taught to be.. selfsufficient if need be. Plane tickets shouldn't be too much of a problem. Utena laughs faintly. "You're a dangerous man, Kiryuu Touga.." She smiles and concentrates a moment..or is that, relaxes into the world? Changing her hair color, eye color, and making herself slightly taller than she was before... black straight hair and large green eyes, four inches of additional height.. "Ten'jou Utena couldn't show her face in public now...not as she was." Touga smirks only at that 'dangerous' part. He watches your change..shaking his head, "Amazing." not to be outdone.. he too begins to shift his features.. a bit slower. His crimson hair becomes shorter... changing a shade more orange. He becomes just a bit shorter as well.. but still a few inches over your head yet. Eye color turning brown.. he reaches back.. fabricating a hairtie out of nothingness.. making a short ponytail from what he has.. changing his image almost completely as his uniform changes into a casual three piece business suit. Utena laughs softly, still using her own voice. "The couple that slays together..." She shakes her head, and laughs a little, before turning serious. "You sure they won't have raided your things since you turned?" Touga comments, "Only what they knew about. And about 50% of what they don't. I'm sure I have enough stashed away for travel and necessities." he winks slyly. Adjusting his new suit. Utena looks down. "Oh.. clothes.." She hms, and lets her two-toned jacket and shorts melt into a nicely pressed red women's suit, tailored nicely to the waist and shaped to fan out just slightly at her hips. Just another nice modern business-oriented couple... Touga intones, "So then.. how about.. Raphael and Julia Giovanni hrmm? Newly weds looking for foreign investments? That should be enough of a cover story for the moment." he decides. Utena nods, grinning faintly. "That's fine with me. Can you produce the identification to go with that?" Touga intones, "Certainly. I still have many connections and friends whom owe me favors. I just need some time with a netphone and it shall be all setup for us." And so they prepare...